oh my god. stop reading this is just a small freak out over something not worth freaking out about.
so i’ve been making youtube videos most of all this year and i just joined this ‘sydney youtubers’ group on facebook and i posted something onto it and it ended up on the newsfeed so that EVERY SINGLE ONE OF MY ‘FRIENDS’ CAN SEE IT.
my phone is literally blowing up being like “omg just found your channel” and ffffs. it’s all positive feedback but JESUS CRHIST I AM DYING.
I HAVE SO MANY ‘FREINDS’ THAT ARE NOT MY ‘FRIENDS’ AND THEY ARE GOING TO SEE MY STUPID FACE ON YOUTUBE BEING STUPID AND SAYING STUPID SHIT.
AND I YES I DO REALISE I AM FREAKING OUT ABOUT PEOPLE IN REAL LIFE FINDING ME ON THE INTERNET EVEN THOUGH I’VE ACTIVELY UPLOADED MY FACE ONTO THE INTERNET.
but fuck it. i’m just going to take it. the more people the better tbh. a girl i haven’t spoken to in four years just sent me a really sweet inbox saying that she really enjoyed my body confidence video and was touched. how nice is that?!
but i just know for sure the guys at work are going to pay me out so much. ugh who cares i’m flawless fabulous and feisty fuck them.